god this sucks

so i've decided i hate having a blog. not because i don't like it, or it's too much work or anything, but because it shows me how pathetic my life is. i've sat down so often lately to post something, only to find i had nothing relevant to talk about. the fact is, loveland sucks. there is nothing to do here. apart from work and occasionally hanging out at jim's, i've got nothing. i'm exaggerating a little, but not much. if this was during the summer, i'd have more to do, but as everyone i know is in school now, most of them at least an hour or two away, if not in another state, i don't have anyone to do anything with. all of this just serves to make me miss tulane more. i'm not saying there'd be something exciting to do every second there, but living close to all my friends there, at least we could hang out and watch jeopardy or something. i'm a simple man, just give me a couple good friends and i'll be fine. my feelings on this might be magnified a bit right now, both because jaya just left and because tulane finally said when we get to go back. january 17th, i'll be home. that's amazingly good news, but right now it just seems too far away.

ehhh, this mood should change soon. i'll find something to do with my life til january. i'm not looking for sympathy (ok, maybe a little), just talking to myself here.