about fucking time

sorry for the language, but it's finally spring break, i mean real spring break. the past couple of weeks have been fun, with first emily and then jim and jessy being here, but i need some time to relax. lately life has been crazy, full of ups and down (a lot of downs, which sucks, but i'll live), and a week at home is just what i need. to sleep in my bed, eat good food, sleep til whenever without worrying about school, and, most important, to see my family. i miss them, more than i thought i did. maybe it's because of life lately, but i just want to see my mom.
anyway, i'm done with classes and i leave for home tomorrow. right now i think i need to go to the gym for a couple hours. maybe killing myself there for a bit will help me forget my homesickness and stuff.