fuckfuckfuckfuckingfuckerfuck

that's kinda what i was feeling like this time yesterday. i was starting to realize just how much work my 10 page politics paper that's due thursday was going to be. the cursing was mainly directed towards myself, for procrastinating so much. (though a little of it was meant for jaya, for distracting me. just kidding jaya, don't hurt me) anyway, after about half an hour of going crazy, cussing out anything that crossed my path, and tearing up my room a bit, i calmed down and actually got to work. turns out this whole paper thing isn't as hard as i thought it would be. it was just one of the authors i had to read who sucks. the other one actually makes sense. doesn't mean i'm going to read the book, but skimming it isn't bad. so now i'm at the point where i'm not really worried anymore, and i think i might even have a chance of being finished early enough that i can go to tucks tomorrow night for the trivia contest, which would a really nice capper to all this work.

on another note, we got a new guy on the floor last night. i'm pretty sure his name is jon or john or juan or johan or some other variation on that name. i could be wrong though. he moved into shwin's room, and i already feel bad for him. ashwin was off doing something, so ryan and i sorta helped jon/john move in. that room was a sty. i mean, i thought i was bad, with my newspapers and stuff, but damn. i don't want to badmouth shwin too much, but he got a little too used to having that room to himself. though i'd probably wind up somewhat the same way if i had a room to myself too. or maybe not.

in other news, nothing else happened to me lately. my life is boring.