i'm still figuring all this out, so you're probably gonna have to bear with a few stupid posts before it starts getting good.

i'm downloading a bunch of music right now, mostly mest. i had a lot of their songs before, but when i came to school, for some reason i decided i didn't want them or something. stupid, because i think they're really good. actually, what i'm really doing right now is killing time til i head downtown with mike and jared and ryan to do some shopping. or for jared to shop, and ryan, mike, and me to just goof off. either way, it should take the whole afternoon. which is good, cuz that'll give me less time to think about tonight. i'm supposed to go see i heart huckabees with jaya and some other people, the other people including liz. liz is the crazy girl on the floor. or at least i assume she is, cuz i can't think of any other reason for her to be interested in me. or at least, she was last sunday. it's a good possibility that she's given up on me, cuz i'm a bit of a pussy, and didn't act on it. but anyway, we're going to the movie tonight, and hopefully i can talk to her, and try to reverse any damage i've done.

so i sound like a twelve year old girl or something, crying over the cute guy in class. i'm pathetic. i'm sorry to anyone reading this, and i promise it will get better. if it doesn't, well, i'll just stop posting. or something.